wisdom tooth surgery (right)

1120- used the toilet at the clinic; clearly am very afraid of the surgery.
1130- went into the room, telling her how damn afraid i was and she kept reassuring me.
1200- DONE.
1230- back home reading 'The Girls' Global Guide to Guys'; gauze in mouth, right cheeks lower lips chin all still numb.
1330-fell aslp and got up to change the gauze. wound bleeding profusely, used 2 instead of 1 gauze on the wound.
1430-numbness started to fade,oncoming pain.
1530-excruciating pain, rolled in bed, tossed and turned. downed one painkiller, thoughts of finishing the whole pkt.
managed to sleep or prolly i fainted.
1630- got up to check the wound. minimal bleeding so i took out the gauze. had medication, 3 types. mixed a tablespn of nestum and managed to down it first.
1730- numbness all gone, swallowing saliva v uncomfy. continue reading storybk.
1930-dad bought porridge home, can hardly open my mouth but in the midst of slowly having it bit by bit. felt lucky tt i didn't do 2 at one go or else i'll prolly starve for the next few days.


at the end of it, all i'm hoping for is to lose weight after enduring all these pain and a nice set of teeth eventually. tell me i see a good future.